Young girl hoping for normal life

Please help girl without parents and with million problems change her life and live normally for the first time

Hello, I am doing this campaign bacause of desperation. I am 23 and I never lived normally and never have been happy. I came to the point where I can't live anymore like this and started thinking about suicide, so here I am asking for much needed help...

MY STORY: I live with my grandparents and I am a student at University. They pay for all my needs, but they have small pension and life is not easy. My mom and dad got divorced when I was 6 because he was very violent to her, even throw her over stairs when she was pregnant. When I was 7 she found a new partner which become my stepfather and we started living all together. He became very abusive to me and my younger sister, but mostly me because I sometimes tried to resist his punches and verbal abuse. He use to throw me on ground and kick with his legs or punch me in the head. We were always grounded and he hid all our toys, made us work hard works around house and almoust never let us on friends birthdays, school parties, etc. I was very isolated because of that and also got bullied at school. My mom did not care at all...
When I was 17 I could not longer stand this situation and I escaped to my grandparents that did not suspect anything because we were to affraid to say. After that I started living with them but situation got worse... I lost my health, the only thing I had after all of this. I started having insomnia. I DID NOT sleep for 3 years in one piece and went from doctor to doctor and no one knew why. I thought it was because of stress. After 3 years I read on internet about underground waters radiation and this was finally a turn in my life. I spent a year in trying to find a good person that knows how to get rid of this. I bought protections for my room and then finally started sleeping. But there is a long period in front of me to get all those years of not sleeping back.
All of this 6 years that I live with my grandparents I spent laying down on couch because I have no strenght to do anything. They don't want me to stop going to university and because of that I have to get up in 7 am and I go to university very difficult. When I sleep for 10 hours I feel my life is coming back to normal slowly, but they don't want to give me a break. They want me to finish the university and get a job and driver's licence, they don't understand that I can't and that I need at least a year of sleeping and not getting up early. I am very dizzy, can't think at all, I am worried that a car can hit me when I'm crossing the road, I often feel like I'm gonna get a heart attack or I'm gonna faint, etc. I also got big undereyes, lost 2/3 of my hair, I gained 15 kg, got very pale skin color, and this is just the top of the list... Not to mention my non existential love and social life and that all are whispering behind my back trying to figure out why I don't go out, drive, work, date, etc...
I REALLY CAN NO LONGER LIVE LIKE THIS....
I need help.... Please be the help that I need! <3
I am very warm and thankfull person, I just need a chance....
There are so many dreams that I never fulfilled and....I can really talk for hours and you still would not hear all... There is so much sadness but I still try to hope...
So...please.... Give me a chance....
I need at least 2000€ to become indenpendent for at least one year so I can pay for my appartment and sleep as much as I need while finishing some of the subjects that are not early in the morning.
I need a lot more to help me start my path to the recovery and I am alone in all this and don't know how much more I can fight...
Every your help is appreciated! <3
PLEASE SHARE THIS with anyone you know, just don't share it publicly if you are from Croatia because I would rather die than let people around me know what I'm dealing with and point at me for the rest of my life...

Thank you from all my heart!