Wrongfully accused and want to be free

Hello thank you for reading. I am a man who at sixteen was in a relationship with a fourteen years old girl and upon turning seventeen I was charged with a crime against her ... Now ten years later I am still haunted by the legal system ... I am not allowed to go home to my wife and children due to probation rules ... I am looking to raise money for an appealette lawyer to hopefully overturn or somehow be freed of these charges ... I was at seventeen told by lawyer (public defender) that if I do not take a plea to the crime I was being accused of that I would be maxed out and put in prison for somewhere around 50 years ... Of course at seventeen I was scared to death of that number so I talked to my lawyer and agreed to plead no contest under the assumption that I would maintain my innocence but take the plea being as that is what I was informed would happen ... But now I am treated and accused like I am a monster ... I just want to be able to go home to my wife and children ... I have been put into prison and beat up and other things I cannot mention because of this charge I took as a child ... I am haunted by it ... I am treated as guilty because I took a plea under duress ... I was scared and young and now know that if I would have had some support and guidance that I would have done better on court . I have been thinking about getting a lawyer to help clear my name and get charges overturned but I just cannot afford it me and my family are just not able to raise enough money to pay for a lawyer ... That is why as a last resort I am reaching out to the public for a helping hand and now pray that you reading this will be generous enough to help an innoventan be free and go home to his children