Would you help us meet?

i was in a mentally abusive relationship for 13yrs an ended it the beginning of February this year and round the same time became friends a guy in america and we found we had alot in common and we hit it off and got together in march an have fallen in love with eachother and he brings out the best in me and ive never been happier or felt such a strong connection to another person before. Ive had alot of stress and things triggering my depression and anxiety and need a break from it all so would like to raise 3000gbp to cover the cost of me going over there being a single mother i cant afford to save and he cant come here as he is a carer for his mom. Please help me ive tried so many ways to make the money but failed even sent out 100s of emails...just feel like ive been to hell recently and just want some happiness please help