Would like to make my Dream into Reality.

First of all i shield apologies for my bad gramatic in English, but i`m still learning and hope that it isn`t so bad.

Hello. My name is Kārlis I`m 23 years old, living in Latvija. I found this web page like a while ago and finaly decited to make a shot here. Wass thinking about this already a long time ago, but didnt got the courage to right here.

So my story is preti long but i will try to explane it short.

When i was 18 i finished my scool and finaly made in to a cheef, my scool told that i can go in like practic to other conty and i acceped that. After 3 month of practic i got sick. First it was only my tooth who was hurting prety much, afer like a weak i finaly decised to pull it out (that wass a mistake). Afte that i noticed that there is something wrong with me, kind geting more weight and could do much cuz i got very tierd fast. So i decide to go back to my contry. Wen i finaly arived I was almost dead.. Next day my family took me to hospital. There i wen in to coma and don`t remmember anithing... After 4-5 days i wouk up, and the thing doctor sad to me was that my bouth kidnies stoped working. That was the point where my life ended. I lived 1-1,5 years with thous cald dialises(or somthing like that). After that i got a kidnie transportation.

All the time i`m looking for a job that i could work with my disease, but it`s just inposible in my contry. So most of the time i`m siting at home and mostly donig nothing. And i came to thing, that could help me in my situation.

So my dream is to start make video on computer, make thous calld streams. But there is one problem and that is prety old compute, and just can`t get a new one by miself. So that the reason I`m tryng my luck to get some help from here.

All i can say in the end, I realy apriciate any help from u peaople all over the World. I wish u all the best in your lives, and the main thing is to never give up, just like i`m.