Am alone with my animals, fund me for 100s cats, animals house in the jungle

I am a widower with 100+ animals cats, rabbits,dogs,chickens and squirrel. currently i am staying alone in the small farm.I get the Islamic Department to pay fr the rental and only RM300 monthly pocket money as i am not working yet and under medical psychiatric treatment from the hospital.

I have a friend to give me chance to move to her land about 3 acres land and very far away from a human. there is an empty without house,pipe etc but she managed to prepare a cabin house and a small cat house but not yet kitchen and toilet as well. we Still have not enough money to ask people to build it.. And that small cat house cannot keep for my 100+ cats, i have no money to build a house of rabbit,dogs, chicken.yet.

I have a major depression since my husband has passed away 2014 and since by that am under major depression my company terminated my job at that time. i have no money to survive, house owner ask me to go out and car broke down. i cannot work with people as a widower people keep insulting me and the women always warned me do not ask any help from their husband. people surrounding me insulting me and always calling me by the name of crazy/mad woman which staying alone in a jungle.

Am alone all this while, when i have my salary RM 3,000 a month i have a lot of relatives but since i have no money and jobless in age of 50's i am alone to facing all my sadness and difficulty in life. My old car broke down, i don't have money to repair it and i have no r tax also. i need to have a second hand four wheels drive to easy movement in the jungle. the jungle is about in a bit hills with a normal car a bit dangerous for me to moving around. I have no choice to stay with people as they are hate all my animals. they throw my cats to the market, to the restaurant without my knowledge and am already suffered crying alone. and the mama of the dogs also they had killed her.

This place still have a wild animals, tiger, porcupine,pig,monkey, snake for very sure and etc. It is Near to the river. I cannot stay in town with my animals. i don't have family of human, the animals is only my family.

I am planning to have my fruits and flower nursery to continue my life please help me asap. Am really appreciated that. thank you

PLEASE HELP ME!

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