wedding/reception help needed!!!

My name is Tara, I'm getting married in April, I am pregnant and want to be married before my child is born. I am currently struggling, I'm a very high risk pregnancy, I have buried 1 child and lost 2, so I cannot work until after my child is born, I plan to go to college after my child I'd born, we are currently living in a motel that a church played for. My fiance has heart problems and is fighting ssi, but until then he will be starting at McDonalds to keep a roof over our heads. But that's all we can afford, we do have Some money saved up but very little. I always have dreamed that one day I'll have a beautiful wedding and a beautiful family, I'm trying to make these dreams reality.