So after almost 40 years of searching, I've found the woman of my dreams. She's everything I could ever ask for and soo much more. God really blessed me by putting her in my life. She is so caring and thoughtful, and loves me for who I really am. I really want to marry her, however two years ago I resigned from my job teaching and coaching high school and was blessed to get a job as a case manager/counselor at a transitional housing program for chronically homeless men and women who are diagnosed with mental illness and addiction. It's my dream job, however, I had to take more than a 50% pay cut and am litterally living paycheck to paycheck. God is so great and so faithful I know my dream of marrying the love of my life will happen, just not sure how. If you could find it in your heart to make our dream come true, i will forever be indebted. God bless you whoever you are.