My name is Achmed and I am currently very desperate.
My mother, my two sisters and I have never had much money but we always somehow managed to pull through, My mother is an amazing woman who was able to raise my sisters and me all by herself despite not knowing the language of the country we fled to after a civil war broke out between Chechenya and Russia, My father was an abusive man who made her life a living hell, She's a tough woman and probably would have managed to come out of a war zone mentally unscathed, But domestic abuse combined with the constant threat of being bombed or being raided by Russian soldiers broke my mother, She was always on edge,depressed and simply didn't want to live anymore (I figured that out at a very early age) but her love for her children was strong so she powered through it for years, Thank god that divorce isn't a taboo in Europe otherwise my mother would still be chained to a monster. For 14 years she worked and tried to give us a decent life all by her self but two years ago she was deemed officially a disabled person due to her mental state, She is currently on 8 types of medication that barely help her to keep stable, But the fact is that she is unable to work and all three of us kids are still in school (I'm studying for nurse, My lil sis is studying for psychologist and my smallest sister is still in High school) has created a financial situation that is bringing us closer to ruin every single day, Her disability benefits are not enough to keep us afloat We have been unable to pay the rent for 5 months and owe our landlord 4350 Euro, I have been able to save up around 1000 Euro with a weekend job as a bartender but that is not nearly enough, My mother has to appear in front of a judge on December 24th for the verdict as our landlord has sued us, And the charges will only be dropped if we pay up by that date. But she is unable to even go outside so I will have to go in her place and as it stands there is no way I can come up with around 3000 Euro before then, We will be kicked out of our house late December, Every night I have to cry myself to sleep because I feel so powerless,I want to quit school but even if I do I won't be able to get a job in time and even if I do find a job I'll never be able to make 3000 Euro in under a month. We have many many bills, And I understand that giving up school and my dream of becoming a nurse is the only way for me to save my family, However if we end up homeless during the Christmas period there will be no way for us to recover, No matter how hard I work. And I'm scared to even think about what my mother would do to herself if she lost the house that she put so much work in... As you can see I am not good at writing and I am rambling, But honestly the idea of us losing everything due to uncontrollable circumstances is painful... I don't want to lose our house and more importantly I don't want to lose my mother, Now I know that I need a miracle to pull this off and that on this site there are many people that deserve to be helped more than we do... I want to avoid a situation where my family ends up up on the street before new year, Every Euro is an extra step closer to making sure my family doesn't fall apart.
Please help, We are desperate.
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