Hello guys, thank you for reading my story.
I am 34 years old mum who had never easy in the life but always tried to cope well and get the best from the situations , move on and be a better person. I was lucky to get pregnant and now I have my little Angel, well she is not little anymore as she says herself , she is 3 years old. She is the best thing in my life but I am not able to provide her happy house until we move out where we are now. I have been through very abusive childhood, mentally and physically and moved out from my country of origin when I was 19, basically I ran away from my parents.....I have been through many counselling because of that and still am....as my counsellors says I will need this probably rest of my life and trust me without them I won't be here long time ago. My daughter is my engine in the moment BUT ..I am living with someone who was suppose to give me that so much needed love and support. Father of my daughter, unfortunately our relationship is not working for last 4 years and my daughter is part of it which I HATE SO MUCH. I was the little girl who was growing up in very unhappy environment and remember it now still :( We just don't get on as a people. .He is good daddy although . the problem is I CANNOT AFFORD MY OWN ACCOMMODATION and my family won't help me with nothing.......AND MY ONLY OPTION TO GO AND BE HOMELESS AND WAIT FOR SOME ACCOMMODATION BUT THAT COULD TAKE MANY MONTHS AND I DON'T WANT MY DAUGHTER TO PART OF THAT. IF YOU CAN HELP US THAT WILL MEAN SO MUCH FOR US. WE DON'T WANT TO LIVE UNHAPPY AND UNFORTUNATELY i AM NOT ABLE TO PROVIDE MUCH AS I AM DEALING WITH MY DEMONS ON DAILY BASIS. DEPRESSION AND SOCIAL ANXIETY STOPS ME TO DO LOTS OF THINGS BUT i AM TRYING MY BEST. In the future I would love to open my little business which would be my another dream but first i need to make us go from this environment .I am genuine person and I will answer you any questions if you have some. Thank you so much for reading my story and I wish you the same, to be happy and healthy xxx
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