As a human we all make wrong decisions. I am no exception. I do not do drugs, nor do I consume alcohol. I am turning to you to trust and help me when others who are apparently close to me have denied me help. The reason cited is that I am a loser- which I am definitely not. Even the strongest need help at some point. Giving up on things in very easy at the moment, but I am fighting, I do not know for how long but right now I am. I need these funds to settle some of my debts and give my life a much needed reboot. Times have changed me as a person for good, but I need this help to cover the material aspects of life and start afresh. The following lines from the poem "If" by Rudyard Kipling are a big inspiration and help me a lot in these testing times.
If you can make a heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: “Hold on!”
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that’s in it,
And—which is more—you’ll be a Man, my son!
Please know that I will be forever grateful to all those who come forward to help me, and those who cannot help financially, please remember that your prayers and thoughts matter a lot to me in my situation, so please do keep me in them.
Moreover, once I am out of my despair, I will make sure to return your love and support in all possible ways I can, with my prayers and material support to all the brothers and sisters in need. Thank you very much for going through these words because it matters a lot to me.