Help me to go to University

I am a dreamer of this potential world. Since childhood, many desires and dreams have gradually been broken for money. No matter what the dream has broken, I started from there again. I am never a loser. If I can't continue my studies, what will happen with so many certificates and medals that i gained?

Here a feature published about my slef on Daily News Paper- https://www.kalerkantho.com/feature/campus/2017/11...

I want to continue my study at any how. But my father is retired as a soldier for his kidney diseases, his two kidney is already damaged 15 percent. Besides we are three siblings here, everyone of we are studying in different institutions here. My mother is a house wife. At this moment my father can not bring my tuition fees any more. He struggled to much that i saw every time from my childhood but now a days for his disease he can not do any work. My father is emotionally broken for this physical illness. He always dreamed that I would be an established and honest man in my life. He is now unable to help me financially. I want to admit in University for undergraduate degree, i applied for abroad scholarship but i did not get any.

I do not want to stop the path of my struggling life here. If I do not continue my studies, I may be lost like the light of many possibilities. So I want to fight in this battle of life.