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hello people i am a college student who came to a north american country to pursue my education. Initially my parents were fuding my education but due to some falling out between myself and my family my funding was cut off. I was left to fend for myself in a foriegn country. In the beginning i managed to take a semester by borrowing money from a few people but this thing continued and i am not able to take any more loans from anyone. I am labeled as the guy who asks for money all the time. little do they know i dont like asking for money either but when i am left with no hope what else am i supposed to do. You all must be wondering why i just dont pack up and go back to my own country. Well the thing is in my country no one is allowed to have their own thoughts. I am not religiously inclined and this will cause me to be ostrasized from everyone and labeled as a enemy of the religion. I cant live in a place where my character is judged based upon my university degree and my religious thelogies. So i am at the point that if i dont pay the tution fee i would have to leave. So in sheer hope and desperation i am writing this hoping some people may donate me and help me. all i want to do is to study in peace and not worry about whether the next day i will have money to eat or not. I know this is very unconventional but i thought i should give it a try. I am the kind of a person who will go to any lengths to help people financially because i know how it feels to not know what you will be havign for the next meal and when. i hope i find someone like this to help me out of this darkness. you can email me to ask me more about my situation if you feel comfortable. please i really need your guys help.