Urgent Need Help

Hello. My name is Daryl,I'm 62 years old. I hate to Impose on You ,but do to Circumstances Beyond My Control. I'm in Urgent Need Of Your Help. A Quick Synopses. After my Mothers Death from Cancer ,Early Last Year. And me Overcome by Grief ,While heading Home,after being gone a long time,to take care of the Situation,and Take Sole Possession of the Property . But Ending-up ,In the Hospital,with Internal Bleeding. Upon Release ,Finely arriving Home, to Find it Robbed, Moving Van Stile. Now having to Recover from this to ,While still in a Deep State of Grief. All in a period of One Month. In the months that followed ,I was Slowly starting to recover. But then being Overwhelmed ,by the Many incoming Hospital Bills,While Trying to Overcome all this other Adversity. Still Grieving ,and now ,Fighting Back the Thought of Suicide . I had to see if I could get some kind of a Loan. I Have $104.000.00 Equity in My Home, With $32.000.00 Left to Payoff. I thought I could get a Home Equity Loan. But I couldn't ,Because, I could not show on paper ,Three Months Income.Even though,I did Many ,part time Jobs. This was the Case, with All the Other Loans I Tried to Apply for. As a Last Ditch Effort ,to Pay some of these Bills,I Pawned My Pickup,But this did very little. Now I'm without Transportation. As I Stand Now. The House Is in Foreclosure ,The Bank is Giving Me the Option to Payoff the Rest of the Mortgage, $30.000.00,By the End of This Month, Or Lose Everything. Then There are the Hospital Bills, together,amounting to $15.000.00, with Pending or Threatened ,Liens ,Against the House. Also the Utility's amounting to $2.000.00, Will be turned off Any Day, now. I Have to Come up ,With $45.000.00 ,By The End of This Month, Or Lose Everything. I Need A Miracle, Or a Small Army of Generous Samaritans, To Lift This Crushing Burden ,From My Shoulders, Momentarily , Until I can get Established. This Would Only Take Me Three Months,After My Cause Has Been Funded. Then I Could Pay Everyone Back, Every Penney ,That They Donated To Me. I Would Do This By Taking Out A Loan Against The House,Which Now Would Be Mine,Free and Clear,And I Would Be Well Established,By This Time, To Do So. Please Help Me Save My Home.It's The Only Thing That Means as Much to Me, As Life It's Self.Because of All the Struggles and Sacrifices ,My Mother ,Brother and I ,Endured ,Only To Have Them Die,Before We Could Achieve Ownership. I am a Lonely Old Man,I Have No-one, And Nowhere To Go. But If You See It In Your Heart, To Help Me Save My Home. I Will make It My Lifelong Pursuit to Help Those Who Have Themselves in the Same Situation as I'm in Now,having the Same Dream. Please Help Me Thank You