Twenty Tour Concert Ticket

HI! I am Christina 25yrs old. I want to see Westlife for the first time. I've been a fan of them since 2002. I was 9 yrs old at that time. But the ticket is too high for me to afford. I dont have work. I am a housewife. I taking care of my child and husband. We can't afford to buy ticket since our living expenses is important than concert but I am just so SO eager to see them for the first and last. I need to reward myself. That's why I am asking for a fund any small amount will be appreciated. The concert will start on July 29 2019. So I have 2 months to prepare.