Ok, the thing is I'm doing a fund raising, so I could continue my college education this year, To he honest life is hard on my end, Having to stop for a semester due to financial problems, It was very hard for me. I can't blame my parents for lacking but lifes hard and I completely understand them but the fact that I'm getting old and still haven't reached the end of the rope really is frustrating. I was once a Computer Engineering student for 2 years (2010 - 2012) but due to financial problems (as usual) I've been ask to stop, I completely understood the situation back then and tbh that wasn't really the course I want to pursue so I didn't complain about stopping.. I've been stalled for 2 years thinking what to do with my life. (well playing guitar was a hobby back then, cause they don't want me to take music course because they say that "There's no money in music"). So yeah, when 2014 came when I was inspired by a group and the music they create, so that time I finally decided what to do with my life.. later that year, I bought my first electric guitar (which I'm using till now) and started doing music, which I really love doing. I've invested time practicing cause I want to prove my parents that I'm something and that I could achieve better in life. And yes after a year they let me take Music and believed in my potential.. So later 2015, I was enrolled to college again and took "Bachelor in Music Education, Major in Guitars". I was very happy and motivated because I'll be pursuing my music career now, I finished 1 semester but later due to financial problems I've stopped again.
Right now, I have mixed emotions of disappointment and frustration. Sometimes I'm on the verge of giving up but I don't know what's pushing me to continue moving forward, No matter what problems may come, I'm always on the positive side and say "I know, God has better plans". I don't know why. All I know is I believe in my potential and this talent God had gave me, I don't want to waste it.
So yes, that's my story. But right now, I'm on the edge again and completely not gonna enroll this year and I can't let that happen, not now that I'm a music student, so that's why I'm shamelessly lowering my head, asking if you guys could help me gather funds, so I could enroll at least this year. I need at least P50,000 to get my self enrolled, that's why I'm asking if doing this fund raising is possible. I know it's a big money and trusting people you haven't met is hard. But I'm still gonna try my luck. hoping there would be at least spare money. Seriously this is the first time I've done this and I'm really ashamed of what I'm doing right now.