Tubal ligation reversal

In July 2012 I made a life changing decision that I did not want in the first place my ex husband was in the military and had convinced me if I did not get it he would leave me and now 2 children. That changed my life completely I did want more children but was afraid my children would be fatherless! I went through with it and have lived with such regrets and I have had nothing but problems since the tubal crippling pains in my side before monthly that leave me curled up in ball begging for relief. I’ve lived with hearing doctors not willing to listen that it has to be something else and lived with a piece of my heart stolen it’s been 8 years and I am divorced and engaged to be married in September of this year now we want to start us a little family and I cannot give him what we both dream of and that’s a child. It’s took a toll on my mental state and elective surgery is unheard of we cannot pay out of pocket it’s impossible and I’m finally reached my last hope! We hope this reaches someone and sees how painful it is living with this burden and with the pain I just need some relief whatever it is we will forever be grateful thanks for readin! Hopefully it touches someone