Trying to get rid of education loan that my family owes because of me

Hi, I am not expecting this to work at all as I am not going to disclose my identity. I know it sounds weird but I am a shy person. I act like I am not but I am incapable of sharing my thoughts with anyone and when the thoughts are about problems, I tend to act more cool. This is what made me create this page tonight. My incapability of asking and sharing led me to the verge where I can't find a way to make it work now. I am not giving up hope, I just need a bit more time and money. I love my family and I cannot let them down after what they did for me. My mother sold everything and took huge amounts of loan to fund my studies till now, but I cannot ask her for more. She is the only person who still believes that one day I will open up myself to the world and they will know that I am really smart (to her I am a genius). I need some more time that I cannot get without the money. I need 5000 euros urgently by the end of this year. But I don't like to ask for help like this either. So anyone who wants to help me, please send me some details of yourself so that I can send you the money back once I get a bit stable. I need loan basically. I am a bit proud person in that way.