My name is Happyness Umbe and I’m Tanzanian.
I had an accident in October 2018, that involved a car and a motorcycle(which I was on to).
i got a hip dislocation right at the incident scene, the driver of the car got away. The police has done nothing so far about it. It’s injustice everywhere here in my country .
I’m raising money because I am suppose to have a total hip replacement surgery, and I can’t afford it.
I wanted to sell one of my kidneys so I can cover for my surgery but I have no idea how to do that here in Tanzania.
I’m 24 and unemployed, I live with my mother who is also unemployed as well. she takes care of me at the moment as I can’t bend, I can’t walk without a stick, I can’t practice in any activities that involves my hips or most of my energy.
The only thing I can do is sit, sleep(which hurts most of times) I have to use a toilet with a seat which we don’t have, so it’s all so tough. My mother was depending on me and my Lil brother, but now I’m hopeless.
Its killing me day by day realizing that, my life has changed for good,I’m loosing my mobility and I’m not gonna be able to have kids, have sex, or walk normal again and get back to my normal life.
this is the last thing I could do, create a go fund me account even though I’m not sure if it’s gonna work, I’ve just given up. I feel like dying and remove this burden in my mother’s life, she didn’t raise me so that I can be a crippled on a wheelchair for the rest of my life. Whenever I look at her, I only cry. My mental health is unstable, I can’t sleep for days, the pain I’m going through is just beyond measure . I’m in pain, I’m giving up, I just want one thing in-this life right now, to walk again if there is any possibility.
please help me.