To restore hope to my life

I'm 52, I'm a creative, but I have not always been able to earn enough to live decently. I opened an e-commerce business 6 years ago, and things started pretty good at the beginning, but lately I have accumulated a lot of debts and I find myself in a really difficult situation where I find it difficult to do the shopping. I would like to get out of this nightmare and start dedicating myself to the things I love, music, 3d videos, writing and creative activities in general. In the past, I sold paintings, I collaborated on the production of a film titled Kalif with the Apulia film commission, I made 3d animation video and participated in competitions. I compose instrumental music and sometimes I dedicate myself to experimentation. I wrote an autobiographical novel in Italian. What I described is just a part of what I did in my life. If you would like to help me to give you hope, I would like to give something of mine, my song, video, book, or something that represents me. I hope so much to be able to see again a future.