To drink the tea of love

To be 27 and still struggling with who you are is probably no big surprise for any. I feel like I have tons of love to give, but my path and my own blocks are preventing me to concentrate this energy to something worthwhile.

My name is Agnese, I am social mentor for asylum seekers here in Latvia, which I feel such powerful calling for.
I also love art, photography and recently I found myself at the mercy of yoga and meditation, which has helped me to somewhat stabilize the internal tumor of so many different Agneses. I feel if only I had the luxury to to take some time off from worry about the job and earning, to go deeper into myself, I could find the purpose and the path of how I could help world be a little bit better and more beautiful for other people.
At this point I am struggling to make ends meet which is unhelpful when you know that there's a better way to live.
Therefore I am trying this site out and applying to kindness of strangers. I think I have reached the stage to try AYAHUASCA ceremony. (link to someone's experience)
I want to keep helping people, but I need to get myself in order and have that push into the right direction, and I truly believe that ayahuasca is the missing key ingredient in this journey.
Unfortunately, I probably won't be able to afford to go to South America to do this, but there are some options here in Europe, costing around 1000 eur.
If you, stranger, believe that people enlightened and full of love can be connected and brave together and that together we can achieve powerful things to change the society for more tolerant one, drop a coin, it is alright if you can not, I just hope you believe in goodness and love that surrounds us.
Thank you for being here and helping people achieve their dreams!
If you do, I'll send you a nice postcard as a thanks, wherever you are! <3

LOVE,
-Agnese