THERES NO EXCUSE FOR ABUSE

I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS A YOUNG LITTLE GIRL DREAMING OF WHAT I'D BE ONE DAY WHEN I GREW UP,..........I NEVER SAID I WANT TO FALL IN LOVE AND JUST BE A VICTIM OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE!!!! MY NAME IS THE B WORD MUCH OF THE TIME BEFORE HE STARTS THROWING DEATH TRHREATS AT ME IF I PUT HIM IN JAIL,"HE'S A BLACK OUT DRINKER" ON THE ROAD ALOT LEAVING ME HOME DISABLED BY HIM WITH A SEVERE BRAIN INJURY,HE DISABLED ME ,NERVE DAMAGE,FIBERMYALGIA,FROM BODY SLAMMING ME ON TOP OF TABLES,HE TOOK MY SINGING VOICE,COING UP BEHIND AT 6'1 IM 5'2 STRANGELING ME OFFF THE GROUND,I WEAR A RETAINER,PUNCHED IN BEAUTIFUL MOUTH,HERE I WAS SO HAPPY BRAGGING RIGHTS,HOW HE'S CHANGED(HE HASEN'T HIT ME IN YRS,WELL WRONG! STUPID ME,HE CALLS ME STUPID,DUMMY ALWAYS,BUT WRONG,HE PUNCHED MY HEAD,THEN HIT ON CEMENT,I HAVE A TRAMATIC BRAIN INJURY,THAN WITH THAT STEMS A DEADLY SEIZURE DISORDER,WHERE I GO UNCONSCIENCE,THE GOOD LORD OR OUR CAT WITH CANCER STANDING ON MY CHEST PAWING AT MY FACE(EPILEPTIC SEIZURE DISORDER) IM THE ONE ON THE NEWS WAS AT UNION STATION TRAIN TRACK,FELL OFF PLATFORM WHEN TRAIN WAS COMING,SOMEBODY SCOOPED ME OFF TRAIN TRACK & SAVED MY LIFE.LAST THURS HE THROUGH 3 MORE BLOWS TO HEAD,I HAD MY FENTINYAL PATCHES TORE OFFI CANT WALK WITHOUT PAIN CONTRO; I WANT TO TURN HIM OVER BUT I GOT TO GET OUT BEFORE THE HOUSE HE GOT FROM MOM (ALL EQUITY SUCKED OUT DV CHARGES,HE BOUGHT A POLICE CAR TO GET AWAY PROMISED ME CAR,NOTHING,BUT ABUSE,CHEAT,LIE,I NEED TO ASK FOR EVEN 1 DOLLAR TO LEAVE! I GET A SMALL SSI CHECK,BIG OVERPAYMENT PAYBACK,I PLAN TO ESCAPE W/ MY LIFE,CANCER CAT TO VET,KNEE SURGERY,CAT SCAN,I JUST ALL BY MYSELF GOT OFF HIGH DOSE OF METHADONE,NOW PAIN DR,I WANT TO BE AN ALIVE SURVIVIOR,A DV COUNSELOR AND SPEAK & BRING AWARENESS TO THE YOUNG,PLEASE COME TOGETHER FOR ME,AND IM SO GOAL DRIVEN I'LL GET A PLACE,MY SURGERY,RETURN TO MY CAREER.I CANT LET IT GO THIS TIME,THIS HOUSE,WILL FORCLOSE,I CANT GO TO STREET OR SHELTER WAS RAPED TWICE BEFORE,NO FRIENDS,NO FAMILY HE WAS ALL I HAD,HE DISABLED ME SO BAD IVE BECOME RELIANT ON HIM,NO MORE.HE NEEDS TO WORK & PAY ME SPOUSAL SUPPORT A LITTLE.NEVER WANTED MONEY JUST LOVE & ATTENTION,WELL A LITTLE JUST PAIN,ALONE TO SUFFER,SCARD OF HIS THREATS,IM NOT SCARD NOW IM TERRIFYED! PLEASE COMMUNITY COME TOGETHER FOR ME,AND IF NOT ITS OK I LOVE YOU ALL BROTHERS& SISTERS IN THE NAME OF JESUS .AMEN!  CHRISTINE.