The story of my sad struggle

Hello,

My name is Rimel Chakma. I'm a student. I'm 20 years old. I'm from Bangladesh, but I am not a Bengali. I'm the Chakma community. I'm a Buddhist. I live in a mountainous region of Bangladesh. My father died when I was 2 years old. My mother again got married. We have four brothers and sisters in total.

Now, I'm going to tell my struggling story. But I do not know English very well. If there is any mistake in my writing, please forgive me.

I now live in a small town about 120 kilometers away from my house. After passing SSC, Im studying in a college here. I'm alone at a rented house. We're poor, so everyone hates us. Everyone jokes about us.

That's why I did not go to my house for the last two years. So I swear I'll earn money by struggling.

I do not get any money from the house because they can not afford to give me. I spend life in a lot of trouble. I want to get a job but it is not easy to get jobs here. For a job, a bribe of 10-15 Lakhs taka (Bangladeshi Currency) is to be given.

So I do a tuition to reduce my own hardship. But I do not even get the tuition fee properly.

Believe me..... I have to do a lot of trouble for the cost of my education. I need around 5000 taka per month. I do everything myself like: - cooking, reading, tuition etc. I have to work. I also want to help poor people like me. But I do not have lot of money to help them. If I had a lot of money I would help poor people. Because I can understand, the pain of the poor.

So I plan to do an online business and earn a lot of money. I'm trying to make amazon affiliate marketing. But due to lack of investment, I failed to do so. So I want to do online business as well as study. Please help me. Be a part of my sadness. Because human service is the absolute religion.

Please help me & help poor peoples.....

I promise, If I can success I will help all poor peoples...Please god pray for me....

Rimel Chakma