This book was written to raise the awareness of I.E.D (Intermittent Explosive Disorder). It's an impulsive disorder that causes a person to act out in rages. It's estimated that 11.5 to 16 million Americans are inflicted with this curse and not even 30% of that number knows of it's existence. So many people have these sudden violent urges, then feel a great sense of remorse afterwards. So many would be to ashamed to get a psychiatric evaluation not knowing that it could be chemical imbalance in the brain. I.E.D has destroyed many of life's pleasures for me, I've damaged relationships, friendships and family ties do to my anger. I can't get back the tears that I've caused so my mission is to let people know of this Monster. Once we have the right knowledge, once we know exactly what it is that we are dealing with; we'll know how to stop it. It starts with the children, prevention is simply having the knowledge. For 31 years I thought The Monster was me and The Monster had a name... I need help to get into film school, with that knowledge i can turn my books into movies which would reach more people. I have $5,000.00 saved for school total cost is $10,000. One on one instructed on actual movie sets throughout the coarse. Final exam being a budget to shoot my own film. I am determined to help anyone i can whom may be dealing with anger issues. The only way to truly stop spousal abuse and things of that nature is to address the issues of the abuser. Help me help others. Thank you..