The love of my life

I'm only 18 today, I met her at 14. At the age of 14 my family moved from the city where the war was going on. Unfortunately, I lost the people I loved. It was hard at first. I did not know anyone and did not want to meet them, I missed home. When I moved to another city, I met a girl, she was a hope. Only I saw the meaning of life. You think this is a teenage problem? No.

I had a good , but short childhood, when my peers were playing at home at the computer, I already saw dead people. I only had 4 real friends. And when I moved,the war in my city continued, and two weeks later I found out that one of my friends died with his family. What can a teenager do at 14? Go back? Unfortunately, there was nothing I could do. Later I found out that even 2 friends died. Being in another city, thousands of kilometers from my home, I went crazy.

I felt nothing but pain in my heart. I didn't know what joy was. My parents left me with my grandparents. They went to work. And now I have to work on my own. I met a girl and I realized she had a silver lining. After acquaintance the second time I saw it in 10 months. I spent every minute with her.

She became my girlfriend. After school we moved to another city and started living together. But her father died. She had to leave me. I didn't manage to combine work with study, and I lost my job.

Now I can be expelled. You have to pay your teachers.

She's very far away now, and I've lost touch with her. I need money to go there. That would take debts for at school need money. And her father's funeral needs money. I realize I won't have time to be with her at this point. And I know what it's like when a loved one doesn't leave life. I'll never see my friends again, and I'm really afraid I won't see her. She's my life I want to go to her place and go to my town. The city where I was born and where my last friend stayed. I don't even know what's wrong with him..

After two years of separation,the connection with him was broken.

Do not remain indifferent.

Thank you. Take care of your loved ones.