The downfall of life

I am 36. I have a long history of the downfall of life. I’m not a writer but I have no way to survive without writing. When I was 15 first time I was fall down exam without any reason, I calmed to re-exam the paper but nothing reason to fall, every going to hate me with my family. When I am going to work life there everybody Jealousy me cause of my knowledge of update news, every going to hate me. One day my boss fired me and told me “you know better than others about your work and you have arrogant behave so I can’t stop there mouths any more to talk about you.”

I have no job that’s mean I am nothing. My family told me go out our home, you have no place in this home. Than I am on street, no money, no food, no place to spend night. One unknown friend give me a please to spend night. I leave my arrogant behave and fight for good life. After one and half month later, I found a job and every thing are going very good in my life with my wife and child in rental house. But one day I have an accident and burn my hand and face (10%) someone throw Petrol bomb in our local bus. After few months I came back to work and I think all is well, but no wife left me and took all my money and wealth and told me you have bad looking face and you are weaker man, you have nothing to happy me I can’t go outside with you. After that accident I have some change cause of Petrol bomb’s Chemicals reaction. I am going to deep deprecation and lost my job.

Again, I have no job that’s mean I am nothing. In this time, I have only 25$ and almighty ALLAH. No family no friend nothing. Trying to do something but no, I have white spot on my face and hand it’s really odd looking and neglected. After few days almighty ALLAH help me to find a job. All are going well but some of my superior neglected and looking me as a bad or Cursed face. Few month ago, my boss told me better you leave this job. I have to leave that job. After that I tried to run tea stall in street food market, loss project cooking some food but no, also loss project. Also, I can’t find any job or work for me to survive. After finishing all me balance money my 2^nd wife also leave me.

Again, I have no job that’s mean I am nothing. Now in this situation what can I do now?

Accept Suicide or fight to survive.

Please tall me what to do or best for me, I can’t hold any more.

Here is my Bank Account

Dutch bangla bank

21110334156

EBL

1161260097888