The United States
I walked around for a week after being drugged and raped at a friend’s dorm by three of my best friends…until a college girl passed me and made yet another teasing remark that drove me insane. They had video recorded the rape and shown it to everyone at my university. So, I drove to my mother’s nursing home and said I wanted one of the rapists to be killed in 3 or 5 years once I was out of law school. A few days later she said it would take $50,000 and they wanted money now. I refused and called it off because I had moved on and came to my senses.
My mother was furious; she thought the tape would ruin my life. She said she wanted to do something now. I said “you’d have to kill a random person” but “I don’t want to talk about that” She kept bringing it up and I kept telling her not too. Days later she asked me if she was to kill someone would it make sense to torture them. I told her not to kill anyone but receded that it could make sense because she would go away for life anyway. Later she said they were getting ready to do something. I told her not too countless times. Eventually I said “I don’t care anymore” and left not believing she was serious. This was during finals senior year and my girlfriend had been texting me.
I sat down in the chair by my mother’s bed in her nursing home and began to talk. “The offer from Cardozo Law School has increased to $150,000 but I still can’t decide between that and the $60,000 from Emory Law School.” My mother interrupted with a story about a Jesse Cale who had been found dead. “They say it was an accident, but that could have been murder” I suspected her because of her tone. Shocked I said “you might as well keep going because you are going to get caught” I reconsidered and said “this is a terrible idea” and “you can’t just go around and snatch someone up and end their life.” I begged her not too and threatened to call the police. She said “I promise I won’t do anything” She said this many times and said she hadn’t killed Cale.
On May 12th I went to the police to report the rape and to satisfy my curiosity about Cale. The police took the investigation but pretended that no murder had occurred. I told my mom I went to the police to report that I was raped. She was shocked and said “now we are caught.” I said, “You are caught, I did not do anything.” She said “John I just want you to know that the others two are in the woods by the old house and by the river near the old card store.”
The undercover police began following me, harassing me, and questioning me in covert ways. They would go to my apartment at night and get me to talk about it in my sleep. They eventually followed me in my car until I reported the crime out of fear. They pretended that I did not have enough information to confess. They told me to go to the hospital instead because I said I needed protection.
At the hospital they drugged me and moved me to an abandoned wing. I was the only person on the floor. It looked like no one had been there in a dozen years. They told me that they had killed my mother and that I had better talk. I told them everything, but they did not believe me. They think it is my fault.
I said where bodies were, that my brother had run to Brazil, and that my mother was speaking to someone in my family before this all occurred. As a result my brother was found and my sister was determined to be in charge. They charged all of us; my father, mother, brother, and two sisters. They killed them and found guys who were willing to steal their identities. Then they covered up all three of the murders by not reporting their bodies as found.
I was let go in exchange for talking and given a year on the outside. However, they have been following me everywhere I go so that I can’t escape. They are going to kidnap me, torture me, and then drown me on June first 2013. Then they will get a replacement for me.
Most of my friends have been blocked from me; they have been displaced and replaced or coerced not to talk. When I go to a foreign country they tail me and I am under constant surveillance. They harass me constantly. I was denied assistance from both Mexico and Canada. I need your help to gain protection and a fair trial. I am not guilty because I never agreed to the conspiracy and withdrew before it began.
Cardozo Law Student