The absence of my mother and the longing for my home.

When we feel homesick it means missing not only just your home but your family, Were longing for something that in our mind is known, We start feeling insecure and uncomfortable at where we are and the lost future.

I came to Egypt to study and secure my future, Its been two years since i came to Egypt to study Since universities here are cheaper than the ones back in my country, In march 2020 due to the global situation my mother lost her job since she is a widow as my father have passed away, She used to pay off my university fee's and my residency, Since she lost her job i haven't been studying since there was no money, So i started to work instead of studying so i can get food and shelter, My monthly salary is 120 USD and my mother is in Jordan with no money or work or family because she was a foreigner who had married a Jordanian so she left her family back in Chechnya so she doesn't have anyone there, Please anyone who can help me to get through this to help myself and my mother by purchasing a plane ticket as well i need to renew my passport, I always dream of my mother every night and then, I have missed her so much that i no longer care if i proceed university as i am worried and longing for my mother and my home, I just want to reach Jordan so i can rebuild myself there and find a place to work then i will start to save up to study.

Thank you so much for the people who had read my story and for the care, I always feel that i am blessed and god is always by my side, The most beautiful kind of love is the love between a mother and her baby