It’s so hard to process that you’re not coming home. Our number is 4 and right now there’s only 3... I am going to miss you so much Taylor❤️ I hate that I wasn’t there to help you or to protect you, I’m the big sister that’s my job and you weren’t supposed to be first.
I went through some of your stuff today and I was just waiting for you to come in and get mad at me. Marley is waiting for you too. She stares at the front, waiting for you to walk in. She rushes to the door every time it opens. She whines by your bedroom door. She doesn’t understand why her best friend isn’t home.
The rest of us may never understand why you had to go or why you had to leave now in the manner that you did. But I know that you are okay, better than okay. You’re in a place incomparable to life on Earth. I know you still have the opportunity to find an eternal companion and raise a family. I know that I will see you again because we are sealed for eternity as a family. I know you will always be in our hearts and with us in spirit for the rest of our time on Earth. I know I will be able to feel you closer than ever when I attend the temple each week. Don’t worry Ill have your work done as soon as possible, I promise.
Even through our struggles and fights and disagreements, I am so blessed and so thankful that I got to spend 18 years with you here on Earth. I really do love you and miss you greatly. You are so special Taylor, I love and miss you and I’ll see you soon