Surviving child abuse book project.

My name is Daniel Hewlett currently in jakarta, Indonesia.  I was born in Auckland, New Zealand but spend most of my life in Australia. I came to Indonesia in the hope of a fresh start after my separation. I was working for a while as an ESL Teacher but due to my employer being dishonest about processing my visa I ended up losing my job.  He fired me basicly becouse I went to the immigration office to collect my visa and passport which was waiting there since early December as I found out my employer had not paid immigraion.  So I covered the costs of getting my own work visa.  I have had a lot of bad luck throughout my life, was abused as a child, mum tried to take my life when I was 7 years old.  Was phyiscally, verbally, physiologicly abused all the way through my childhood and teenage years.  Been trying for years to put my life back together , had counselling and put myself through  Tafe(College) and still going through that process now.  Currently trying to write a book about my expriences as a child but it has been a very slow project.  I don't have any contact with family back home due to the events that happened years ago.  Many family members knew about what happened but choose to look the other way.  As they say out of sight out of mind. I've never had drinking issues, drug issues or any other forms of abuse.  Basicly I have tried hard to live a good clean life.  Right now I'm trying to find another job in Indonesia and just keep on going, but with little money and resources its getting harder to do anything.  I'm asking for help so I can finsh the book project and move on with life.