My name is Jorge Rosales and I never thought of going through such a complex and difficult situation in my life.
I have had difficult situations throughout my 40 years like everyone, but this time I feel between a rock and a hard place and it is difficult for me to make decisions in moments of uncertainty because they not only affect me, but directly my wife and my children.
Even more so because I am far from them and I cannot hold them for more money than I have, since the air borders are restricted in Spain where I am at the moment and my country is Peru.
Additionally, being away from my family and not having anyone in Madrid, there are 3 factors that torment me and do not allow me to be focused on my search for how to do to give security to my family.
The first is that my partner has had multiple sclerosis diagnosed for 10 years, when he was by his side he occasionally had back pain and leg cramps, which were bearable and with the help of a good diet and vitamin supplements kept him at bay. Her situation is now at high risk since her immune system is weak and this adding to the high stress of being locked up, seeing how she gets food, cleaning the house, cooking and caring for our 2-year-old son and all this without me. Physical support, with the passing of these days of quarantine, your body stops with back pain and cramps every day. Not being able to be at home and giving him that rest he needs, I don't know how long I can bear it and if a crisis comes I don't know what would become of my son.
second, I came to Spain to carry out a market research job for an investor who wanted to set up a logistics franchise in Madrid and as he knew that I had managed a store for 2 years, he suggested that I do it, so after analyzing it for a few months I made the decision to do it, for this I asked for a vacation from work and I budgeted about 3 thousand dollars for my one-month trip (between passage, stay and travel). But I got to Madrid and the week I had to stay at home like everyone, for this the market research had already lost its meaning due to the uncertainty, and the investment I had made practically lost it. What I thought at the time would be a great opportunity to improve my CV, expand my work network, learn a little about Europe and have an extra income, in the end it hurt me because I do not have that reserve money that I could have used at the moment .
Third, we are in a situation that all human beings are affected, therefore now I cannot ask my brothers for help because they have their own families to take care of and they have also lost their jobs just like me and others work from home but with salary cuts and possibly in a few months they will also lose their jobs. You can not leave the house just like that but they put a fine, so that at least they leave groceries in my house and support me with that, and have to possibly bring the disease from the street or be asymptomatic carriers.
Really, if I start to think about everything that affects my family, not being physically with them, I don't know what to do
In Lima I do not have a job, here I cannot work due to my tourist condition, the money has already run out for me, I have neither for myself nor to send my wife, my wife sold children's clothes through the marketplace from home, now she cannot .
If someone can give me a job that I can exercise from the Internet, I would appreciate it a lot, I studied computer science and administration, 3 years experience in computer technical service, 6 years in sales, 8 years in logistics and foreign trade, self-taught, I am currently studying marketing digital and programming in cobol (listen to what is needed).
Thanks for listening.
Now i feel a little better