Struggling mom needs help with bills

hello i am a mother of 4 teenagers. I try my best to teach my kids morals, values, respect and all the things that are important. My youngest son which is now 18 was shot in sept , one month after the death of my nana to cancer. He has a titanium plate where his femur was. Due to this I had missed a lot of work. Although u have tried my best to keep everything afloat well I failed. I have prayed , tried to get loans anything and everything that could keep my self respect I have tried. I am in need of about 1000 dolllars. I am willing to pay every penny back if given the chance. I don’t want a handout I just need a hand. I have my bills one is which is my light bill that is 363.93 and then the taxes which are on my home that they are now threatening to auction off Thursday. My lights will be cut off tom if not paid. This is my last option. I have faith in the lord and in some of the human race that is here that everything will be ok. God bless you all. PayPal.Me/crystalgod8