Steffie Needs Help Starting Over

I cannot say that my story is a simple story to tell. I am 43 years old and having to start my life over. I was married to my first husband that abused me and it took me 17 years to get out. I left there with nothing but a few clothes and kids. My parents helped me get back on my feet and I met a guy I knew from high school and remarried and this was even worse than my last marriage. He got me involved in some really bad things(I myself am so ashamed I can't go into details) and had just about beaten me so many times I still have scars and bruises. I just recently got away from him because he was beating me up at the motel we were in (we had lost our home) and he was put in jail and I ran to my parents once again. Thank God for family. I know I have made some really bad decisions in my life and I blame no one but me. My parents are helping as much as they can but my dad got injured on the job last year and is still fighting to get his worker's comp and his long term disabilty. A man who worked all his llife and now has to depend on others to help him and can't even get the money he paid all these years in case something happened to him. Sad. So you see I can't put my burden on them. I am wanting to divorce this man I am married to, get a car and take some online leasing consulltant classes. I had a job but unforunately it was working with my soon to be ex and his friends. So that was the end of that job. I have made bad decisions but I am determined to rise above this for myself and my 3 day old Grand baby girl Rylie Rae. They need me and so do my parents so I have got to start over.

I need to buy a used car to be able to get out and find a job, a place to saty and be able to cut the utilites on and just the basics.

I know not everyone can help but please send this on to someone you think might can. I am sincerely trying to get back on my feet and I know I can with your help. Thank you and God Bless.