Startup costs

Hello everyone, my name is Nhan and I'm 21 years old. I'm a graphic designer, interpreter + translator, these days I'm running a small business, its a street beer, its a collaboration of me and my other friends, the street beer has 3 owners and after 2 weeks running i just found out i have so many problems working with them, so many things are so unfair.. i designed the construction drawings of the shop and helped to do the paintings on the walls as well, i also designed the CIP (logo, name card, voucher, menu...) for it, but the point is nobody realizes what I've been doing for it. I invested all the money i have on the street beer, it took me 4000 USD to build it with my friends. Plus in October just paid for my mother's debt, it took me 25.000 USD, then i decided to quit my 8-hours work to start this business by the rest i have in the saving, i had a big hope for it, but now its not going anywhere, its becoming a messed up bunch, me and my friends are in problems about increasing the turnovers.. i cannot get back the fund right now, also i have no rest to invest more in to keep holding on the street beer. Just waiting for it to get back the fund and get the interests but have no idea how long will it take..

And now i want to start my own plan, I'm planning on designing the manipulation, trippy artworks and add them on clothes (like shirts) and start selling them for people (on social networks first, then i will expand my own business), I'm a graphic designer and art is my life, but I'm living in Vietnam, in Vietnam art is poor so people around me don't realize the value of my ambitions.. I believe that someday if i have chance i will really want my artworks to cross the other countries in the world. I always want to create the trend and something new, for everyone to see and i hope it can be expanded later. Its like creating arts and running business at the same time. Sadly now i have no money left to start it as i said I've spent all the rest to invest in the street beer business. I'm right here asking for some supporters who can help me to make my dreams come true. I wanted to run a business in quite a long while but i chose it the wrong way and now i kinda lost everything, my friends who are doing this business with me they don't take any responsibility about this. I'm still having a little bit of hope to fix it, to start it again, that's why I'm here. My friend introduced me this page and i truly wished it could be helpful because now i have no idea what to do on my own, I'm panic, my family couldn't help me at all. I'm ambitious, i have big dreams but I'm just unlucky at this moment and this is getting me bored with everything, when i really want to start something, but i just lost the money, i cant get back also i don't have any left.. its terrible.

I feel that if i have a chance i will rise my dream highly, and you guys here are my chance. I'll be so so grateful by your helps, and i promise when i have enough fund to start it, and if its going well as i wish, i will send you my products as a thank for people those who help me. This place is my chance and my hope, my friend told me there are good people in the world they are willing to support, i should try, and i do believe there is always a way to make the bad things better, i hope you can support me to start again my dream. Thank you very much for reading the lines !