Starting to Recover

The past 3 years have been absolutely terrible for me. As I do not believe in anything just given to me, i also believe that when there is no where else to turn ask. Roughly 3 years ago my wife left me for another man and took our beautiful daughter with her. When she left, she took our savings and cleared the checking account. As I was going thru the thought of my soul mate leaving me, i also was struggling financially. It was to the point I was suicidal. I recieved the help I needed from a friend that was a preacher. I work full time and work side jobs just to make ends meet. As all this was happening, my mother became gravely ill. I spent what money I did have and maxed all my credit cards to just help take care of her. Unfortunately she passed away last October. At this point in my life, i just want to pay off my loans and credit cards. By doing this, i can finally breathe and spend less time doing side jobs so I can actually see my daughter more. I dont have any other family and friends. So this is truly hard fir me. Since I am "old school" and this is what my mother would have wanted, i want to be able to help others in my same situation. Once I am able to get "above water", I want to help others so they do not have to suffer like I am. It's my moral responsibly to take that upon my sholders. When I say than you, i do mean that. For anyone that would help, it is a true honor. I really mean that. Thank you!