Starting life over with nothing…again!

Please help me and my fiance start us a fresh food hydroponics farm. We would like to maintain are focus on berry and fruit. We recently went through a string of hard time. We lost everything we owned almost 3 years ago and been treading water ever since. We'd get so close to being stable and something would happen to push us back down into the abyss again. So instead of sinking to the bottom again I'm coming to you asking you to please help us stand on are own feet and be independent. We don't want to get rich. Just be able to have a fighting chance at something every person on this planet deserves.... To be able to do what makes them happy and do it every day.