Sons need their father

I’m a depressed mother of five children, who is married to a man from aboard for five years and nine month. We have a son of 10months together, which he has only seen in person once. I have a adopted son who has a detachment disorder who only know him as daddy and my other son calls him dad has well. Life has become a struggle with only one parent. I have always been helping other and not complaining about myself, not asking for help and now I cannot not cope with the situation no longer. It breaks my heart every day to look at my husband face and my children asking when daddy come.

the money will help our family become complete or whole and he can do the every day things what a man does. I had savings which has now run out due to the amount of traveling needed to keep this family together.
i need money to pay for legal fee to get him to the country and for him to adopt my sons, just in case every happens to me. Travel, accommodation and food to see him . Education for the older children.

i need the money has soon has possible to start the ball rolling in getting him to England I cannot wait no longer.
The money will be a great support to ease the problematical life style, of not sleeping, alway having to be at the doctors with pain, easier access to their dad so they can enjoy the benefits of going football, having Dady days out and allows me to give one to one time with each child.
i will be very grateful for any help in achieving my goal.