First of all Hello to everyone!
We are small and young family ( my fiance(21) ,son (2 year old ) and me(22)). Our life's are ruined by my father. Everything began when I was young ,I lived without father until i was 13 years old and was begging my mother to bring him back from another country where he was working how we could survive. After he came back everything start going in bad way. First he was cheating my mom in Italy whole years and that was terrible when we got notification about that. My mother passed that and we continued to live together while we had something like farm just much smaller. We used to survive until something happened. He requested to divorce from my mother when I was 15 years old. Even that we passed well,but I couldn't dream something worse can happen. One day my mother called me to her mother and father house to talk with me and I had to hear even worse things...He raped my older sister when she was young between 8-12 years. My mother didn't want to divorce in that time because she said '' I believed I can make a better person from him'' and she was shamed from what our village gonna say about that so she keep that secret just with our family. I couldn't believe with my ears what Am I hearing. Things start to going even worse. My second older sister was working and living with her fiance in our lovely country just far away from our house. Right after she came back on vacation while father was home,things start to going even worse. He was verbal abusing her whole time and even her fiance. She was planing to have a baby but after while...when i was sleeping... I have think I'm dreaming it...In my dreams i heard someone screaming and calling my name sister so loud just before 01 o'clock AM I woke and ran out of my house and I had to see something what I'm never gonna forget..she hanged herself in our yard. We tried everything to save her life but was too late,she was already gone. We tried to drive her to ambulance but they couldn't do anything about that there. Next day our neighbor said to us'' She came late home,I heard her how shes praying father to let her get inside house and his answer was 'Go there inside and hang yourself I killed your mother';''. Once again I was shocked and I couldn't believe but that was looks like truth. After years,I found a best girl of all the time, We got a baby,a baby on our way actually. We have been happy ,very happy about that but my father offered me something.. he said here is money abort that baby. We didn't want,our answer was never! Its our baby and we gonna make him raise,raise in a good boy! Just few months before she had an appointment he called us to come live in country where he went after my sister made suicide. We accepted it,We didn't even try think he gonna do anything bad about that. We had to move since we couldn't survive in our country. We moved. We started new life with our baby,but it became worse then we could imagine. He said he got a job for me,I was really happy but my budget wasn't enough to we survive since standards was big. I was getting money from my job through him,he was taking it from chef and giving to me. After some time we noticed that he is actually taking all the money and giving to us how much he want. I had to start searching new job. I found it. We start to live perfectly. But after while...disgusting things start to happens.. he start to talk to us how he's seeing good young girls 12-16 years old and talking how he would to be emotional with them. We ignored that. Just few months after,he tried to rape my fiance while she was breastfeeding our son. I went in night shift and right before I went in train I received a call from my girl; she was crying so loud and asking for help saying ''your father is here ,he broke doors and trying to do something bad'' I had to run back till our small camp-house,thank a God I was just 3 minutes from camp-house on train station. We called police. We had to move out.We did it. We moved out from camp-house places where he was living near our camp-house. We have been so happy. But things start to go even worse. I had to send my girl to make passport for our son in our old country. After she went with all papers with which she had to make a passport exactly then our country start to request even more money for a passport and other paper stuff which wasn't almost needed,even consul said like that. On my work they started to cheat all of the people for money and hours,example if you work 150h they write like you worked 140h and you cant do anything or prove somehow since they delete it via their computer. Most of my friends have quit but I couldn't ,I couldn't find a better job,the much more I worked I would get less money, apartment rent became very big (800euros) and I had to survive with 200e month,I couldn't ,everything is expensive,bills,food,drinks,everything. And now I have stuck here. Without money. trying to get a new job every month,but receiving just messages''DECLINED''. Any help would be appreciated from our side! Please help us ,help me to bring my family back.If you don't want its still okay,I'm thankful anyway.