I have successfully brought up a nice child who is now studying away from me at university. I have been dedicating all my life, love to him while the years have been passing by so quickly... I have been working in a school for a long time, both with special needs and mainstream children, and I always focus on the wellbeing of others, 'using' my kind and nurturing nature.Despite of all the hard work I do on a daily basis, I am on a very low salary. I have always rented flats as I couldn't even get a mortgage based on my low income. However I do struggle as I am unable to save for the future and for an unforeseen problem. I thought if I could have a little barge or boat to live on in my area (I live by the sea), I could significantly reduce my living costs. I am not getting from A to B in my life and I feel that this desperate, monthly struggle will eventually take its toll on my health - I already suffer with insomnia. I have always been an independent woman, never ever asked anybody for any money, loan, any kind of help. However, I realize that the help of some warm-hearted, understanding kind individuals will get me out of this situation and will help me not only achieve my dream but be able to live happily in a cozy and affordable place. Without help I would never be able to 'break out' of my sad and not rewarding life. I am aware that there are people out there who are in a MUCH WORSE situation than myself and I consider myself extremely lucky for having a generally acceptable health. I am happy to have raised a nice son - unfortunately both my parents have passed away. I would like to be able to feel happy in myself, and finally, once in my life, not to think about how much (how little) money I have left for next month. Thank you very much.