Single mother of 4, 2 newly adopted in DESPERATE need of help

So there I then took it at 2200$ mnthly with a few utilities included. Making the budget work with my I come worked out, with getting child tax and social assistance. But as our first month moving in , followed by Christmas, I didnt recive a chq . So I called long storyshort it was because of a missed meeting which I then had set up for a new one, new one became cancelled as we had a hurricane and school was cancelled. Then come following month I am being told I wasset for ineligible . Now at this time I'm furious , scared and dont no what to do. So I spoke with many people, supervisor mla ect. I had to reapply while waiting for my results on noteven being told I was made ineligible until I called for answers. No call. No letter . Nothing. So I reapplied. Then came Christmas. Which made things even harder not recieving a chq. But I made it work they may not have gotten everything they wanted but I tried my best to make it work, & having my kids grandmother help out has also been a huge burden on her as well, especially with being a recent widow. So I've stated these things to them and now I am AGAIN told to reapply because it took to long for me to respond which in fact I was on them almost everyday. I have a child with a disorder who takes dailymedication that is NOT cheap along with my self, And anythingelse my children may need or come across needed. So I've most recently contacted mla again about this situation and they sent me to apply for a lawyer which is exactly what I've done , where I'm now behind 2 months rent, and barley scraping by with Bills'food meds ect. I feel like I cant breath. I HATE to askanyone for help. But I desperately need it and need to swallow my pride and takethe hands that are beingheld out for me .I've sold almost anything I could of my own things to try and keep things running here and not let the kids see that anything is wrong. Now having an eviction notice plus power (which social assistance was also paying) disconnection is something I Am not looking forwardto doing, nor telling my children we have to leave the home weve newley just come into and they have gotten so comfortable in. . I've reached my breaking point crying every night trying to figure out how ro make itthrough the next day and to figure everything out, and I need help. I've called many many people for help and gratefully there has been some churches that have helped out a bit with some food, but it's just not enough. I feel like I cant breath. I'vapplied to some jobs I'd be able to work (with having physical disblety problems) but have gotten no where . I've made adds on kijiji. And even went out and about. Until I get a lawyer and have these things dealt with , which could take up to 8 weeks just to get started , I need help now and do not want to disappoint my kids with everything. I've tried to be the best mom and sister that I could be and yet all seems to fail . Please if there is anyone that can relate or that has been through this problem hitting rock bottom and has gotten back up, or no exactly what im going through. Any and all help is appreciated by all means i cant be more thankful then this . If theres anyone that would like to see Bills'disconnections eviction ect.(where i no some people like to make adds who really do not need the help ) I will provide with all. My children mean the world to me and i dont want to dissapoint them nor tell them to pack up and then be searching months for a new home when this is perfect home, or go without because of trying to pay on Bill'and catch up rent to be able to stay by a certain time . Please help ! In return of helping my plan is to return a lending hand to someone in need as I know how hard this is and I'venever been to rock bottom to understand when people say that.