Single Mom of twin boys needs your help

Im going through an awful situation where i work for small company and we’re contracted cleaners. my boss has been using illegal drugs (relapsed) and coming onto me Few different times now. Ive laughed it off and act as if it never happened and at times even make myself believe it didnt happen so i just keep working and look forward to what i earn on my paycheck. Ive been employed for five years and it all recently just got strange when his wife and him began having issues and btw shes coowner of company. We’ve had run ins and altercaTions bc im the blame of course. His daughter recently became general manager and i have noone to report to or go to about this Stuff. They all believe its me whos problem. Theyve even this last payperiod withheld pay from me and hasnt given me pto like i used to. Two days of full pay!! Not going to see. I havent been told any changes except less on my checks. I am reluctant to file eeoc complaint bc my family needs the income I get from job and im worried about being fired all the time!! I have twin boys who need to eat and have a place to live. I am a recovering addict and my family mom dad brother are all addicts so i have noone to lean on. Noone really. I work nights and have sitter for then and only then. i owe her so much as it is and will probably lose her before long. only charges me 20 per night for two 4 year olds Not bad deal but cant last forever plus i dont want to stay at this job With all the stress and issues. Cant or ill go insane or something stupid. But my husband left us year ago and still nowhere to be found havent heard from him and prob locked up by now which breaks my heart. its awful to see bc my bio dad who i never knew was never around me bc of drugs and being locked up as well. I am going on 16 months sober barely hanging onto the hope i try to remember everyday. I only have my boys as my reason to do this and for asking for help at this moment . I am just lost at this point and have no family or friends And nowhere to turn. I have fully Cut out everyone . Been trying to make new friends just so hard with my trust issues. Also Have no health insurance for my boys or myself. I make too much money for medicaid but have to make what i do to survIve aT the moment. I dont wanna keep working For a family who the owner (old man like 60 somethin) “loves“ me and rest of my superiors (his wife and daughter) believe i ruined their family just bc i am someone to blame. Been even asked multiple times about it. And everytime I was always honest with them. Insane i will file complaint just dont have means to at the moment with no saved money or ability to keep close to the same income i earn now, elsewhere. I am a felon as well for choices Ive made in the past which have really taught me more than have hurt me but unfortunately society puts that label on me and I am looked like an awful person to LOTS bc i am a recovering addict. It really sucks but again its what fuels my sobriety. Living my life and being the best momma possible to my boys who are very understanding. The worst possible feeling is when i am told my sons want “eats“ or “milk” or “drink” time after time and it is so hard to tell them im sorry and i cant do anything at the mOment They have water alot of the day but cabinets are becoming slim to nothing. I only get paid twice a month the 10th and 25th. I am totally paranoid when it comes to shoplIfting. Done it few times i have grabbed koolaid pkts or something not very noticable to me and i regret it everytime. And huge amount of Guilt. I can already see im making not so good choices but at least most of the time we do have at least something in fridge. Its rough to make thosw two checks last all month with all bills as well especially with zero help or family. i want to be a better momma and i know all i can do is keep pushing. Im just worried it will be the wrong direction bc of all the stress or if i let my thoughts get the best of me. God bless and thanks in advanve to anyone willing to help Even a dollar is something. :)