Single mom and two special boys

I am a single mom , with 3 children , a 17 year old daughter , and two special boys aged 13 and 10.

My middle son who has become my best friend as well over the recent years has for 3 years taken a stand against his father and cut all contact and ties , he did this of his own choice for moral reasons , mainly that his father refused and refuses to provide for him in any way , and at the time was barely seeing him .

As hard as this battle has been for every one emotionally , especially my special child Jaimi, it has had a detrimental financial effect , Ihave utilized every source of funds and income I have had to maintain them , on top of this I have been in a constant court battle with their father who repeatedly chooses to go to court and take action against me because my son has cut ties . He has not paid anything for his children and would rather see them suffer.

My child is desperate need of the most basic of things , clothes food a roof over his head , and sadly it is reaching the point that if I can't provide this I won't have a choice but to place him in foster care which would kill him and me .

While I know there are many worthy needy causes out there , it breaks my heart and sadly this is my last resort , so I plea to anyone who can help in anyway , to put a smile back on my sons face .