Single mom

Mommy in need from South Africa : Good day to whom it may concern
Hope you are doing well...
Today I would like to ask for help please to raise money to start my own business to build a future for my little boy now 5 months old,I have been trough rough patches in my life and I know this buiseness will be a breakthrough for me for good future for my little boy. Due to bad dessisions I lost all my car my job my apartment been cheated on and so much more just in a span of 3 years ... leaving me pregnant alone jobless homeless and with no transport .I am so grateful for my little boy he is my hero that keeps me going everyday and my parents for letting me stay with them until I get back on my feet.struggling to get a job and this feeling inside of me to make a success of myself and now is my chance.but I know I wil get stuck in the system if I start to work for a boss again and never reach my dreams. I know asking money for this is feeling so wrong ,but I don't know where else to go all I know going backwards ain't one of them anymore knowing I just want to make my little baby proud .
Thank you for your time .