Sibling for Isaiah

My husband and I have dreamed of completing our family for almost two years now. We had a beautiful baby boy in the summer of 2010. Everything was perfect so we waited a little time and were ready to have another baby. 

Weve been pregnant twice since our son was born, and have lost both babies within the first trimester. It's heartbreaking for us, but also hard to help Isaiah understand why he doesnt have a baby brother or sister yet. He knew that we were teaching him to be gentle with mama because she had a baby in there. Now there is nothing to show.

Doctors have not been helpful at all. They dont offer any sort of support or understanding, and since they were early miscarriages, they will not investigate for answers.

We have been through so much for our little family. We want to keep trying but I need answers first. 

There is a lot of expense involved. I want to know that there is nothing wrong with me, or if there is that it can be corrected. If it is determined that I cant carry another child, we will have to look into other options from that point. Unfortunately i am unable to set a goal or deadline, due to it possibly being an ongoing ordeal. If this works out I will update on progress and what nexts steps we need to take. I do hope that people out there can understand and have the means that we do not. 

My dream is to one day be able to post a success story of how the kindness of strangers helped us bring a little miracle into this world.

Thanks for reading!