I am no one's child
Hi. My name is Iyan. I am 34 years old and working independently and without a family. My childhood days were not perfect. I was left alone when my mom died and three months after my dad married again and moved out. That was when I was 11.
In highschool, I was bullied and ended up trying to kill myself. And on college, I attempted another one.
I wasn't aware of what depression and anxiety means. It was just few years ago that I finally realized that I may have depression and anxiety since I was a kid.
I normally would lock myself up. I get anxious at small things. I get discouraged at slightest mistake I do.
I need help but in our country, physchiatrist is not common and maybe costly too. I badly need help to walkby and start living. I've already spent 34 years in the deep. I pray help will come. Thank you