SHOES AND JEANS
Fundraising campaign by
Magdalena Kaczmarczyk
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€5.00raised of €300.00 goal goal
HELLO,
IT IS 02:28 AM LOCAL TIME IN TIENEN ON 23 SEPTEMBER 2018. I CAN'T GET ANY REST IN MY HEAD. I AM FEELING EXHAUSTED FROM PAIN THAT I HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCING DAY AFTER DAY SINCE 2011. IT IS A DEPRESSION. WELL, MANY OF YOU WOULD SAY THAT THIS IS NOT SUCH A BIG TRAGEDY, PLENTY OF PEOPLE SUFFER FROM THIS DISEASE.
IT IS HARD TO LIVE WITH IT.THE THIRST FOR LIFE HAS DIED. HOW TO LIVE WITHOUT IT? NO, YOU CAN'T LIVE. I WISH I COULD HAVE A GUN AND SHOOT MYSELF! WAIT! WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT I CAN'T DO THAT. I AM A DAUGHTER, SISTER,GRANDCHILD I CAN NOT BE SELFISH AND JUST LEAVE THEM. THEY WILL FEEL GUILTY AND THEIR HEARTS GET BROKEN.
I AM AN ARTIST, BORN AND EDUCATED. THIS IS VERY STRANGE BUT I'VE BEEN STILL CREATING. AFTER TERRIBLE BURN OUT I HAVE STARTED MAKING ART. IT HAS BEEN 3 YEARS THAT I TRY IN VARIOUS WAY TO SELL SOMETHING. I AM ON ALMOST ALL SOCIAL NETWORKING SERVICES. THERE ARE PLENTY ONLINE GALLERIES WHERE MY WORK IS AVAILABLE TO BUY. 3 YEARS AND NOTHING. AM I BAD ARTIST BECAUSE I DON'T SELL, NO ONE WANTS MY WORK HANGING AT HOME? NO. I HAVE NO MONEY TO PROMOTE MYSELF. WHY DON’T YOU GO TO WORK? ANY KIND OF WORK. I WISH I COULD BUT THEY ARE FEW ISSUES THAT DON’T LET ME DO.
iSSUE #1 I AM VERY OVERWEIGHT, I HAD GAINED REALLY SERIOUS WEIGHT BECAUSE OF PILLS THAT SUPPOSE TO HELP ME. MY WEIGHT BEFORE I MADE A STEP IN PSYCHIATRY WAS 132 LB. WOULD YOU LIKE TO KNOW HOW MANY ? 264 LB. IT IS NOT HEALTHY BEING SO FAT.I CAN’T WALK I CAN’T DO SIMPLE THINGS WITHOUT HAVING PAIN IN THE BACK, KNEES AND SHORT BREATHING. STANDING 10 MINUTES IN THE SHOWER CAUSES SO MUCH PAIN. SO I AM A POOR, DEPRESSED FAT ARTIST.
ISSUE #2 WHEN I AM OUT. THERE ARE SO MANY EXTERNAL IMPULSES WHICH MAKE ME TIRED AND CAUSE IRRITATION EVEN PANIC. THERE IS TOO LOUD, TOO FAST, TOO BRIGHT, JUST CHAOS THAT I CAN NOT COMPREHEND IT
ISSUE #3I AVOID CONTACT WITH PEOPLE BECAUSE I AM HAVING OUTWORN SHOES, JEANS AND TOO SHORT T-SHIRTS. THEY ARE PRETTY, CONFIDENT THEY LAUGH AND I CAN’T
MY STORY HAS BECOME LONGER AND LONGER.I AM NOT SURE THAT I CAN CONVINCE ANYONE TO DONATE SINGLE DOLLAR.
WHEN I WAS 19 YEARS I COME TO BELGIUM WITH LOTS OF DREAMS. I AM BROKEN AND ENORMOUSLY DEPRESSED
I WISH SOMEONE COULD HELP ME: I NEED NEW SHOES, JEANS AND SOME T-SHIRTS AND MAYBE SHOES? AM I ASKING FOR TOO MUCH?
I WILL GET STRENGTH BUT NOW I AM SO WEAK. WOULD YOU LIKE TO HELPME,PLEASE
I ACCEPT PAYPAL FOR SAFETY
Organizer
- Magdalena Kaczmarczyk
- Campaign Owner
- Tienen, BE
Magdalena Kaczmarczyk (1984, Poland) is graduated in photography from Royal Academy Of Fine Arts in Antwerp.Magdalena is budding artist with strong am
Magdalena Kaczmarczyk (1984, Poland) is graduated in photography from Royal Academy Of Fine Arts in Antwerp.Magdalena is budding artist with strong am
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Donors & Comments
- Anonymous
- Donated on Sep 23, 2018
Be good!
Be good!