I suffered from emotional abused and recently diagnosed with PTSD. My previous partner left me with rental and wedding cancellation debts.
I experience anxiety and insomnia in the last several couple of months...I shivered…I cried upon writing this. Everything I tried to explain fall of deft ears. I called for help…no one would believe me, or they just asked me to stop ranting and leave. I never thought it could happened to me, and no one would dare to save me continuously. People think it was an easy decision, but it wasn’t.
It took every breath and courage I had left to make the move and no longer listened to the confusing thoughts that had been planted in me of being the one who is at guilt.
I am still crying…but I have to keep on trying. If I don’t, I will be a lost soul…narc is no longer around with me as he got another prey in hand and eventually I will be swallowed by the pain and depression that gets me nowhere which will validate whatever the narc had been telling his fanclubs before. He was smear campaigning me that he was scared being with me because I am a PSYCHO.
My therapy session cost me USD90/hour. I need the session to help me heal and for me to seek objective views on my depression. In the same time, I had to pay my overdue rent of USD2000 for 2 months when I loss my job because I couldn't get up even to eat. I was given 7 working days, to pay or else I will be evicted from my home. I am finding job in between while battering with this depression and PTSD syndrome.
I really hope for your kindness to help me so at least i wont be evicted while I am finding other alternatives in hand. Please help me