My wife passed away last year. She Was on SSD so i lost her income . So I had to take out at a loan at a high interest loan company. Now I am having trouble paying it back having to pay the interest every month. I have a lot of medical problems also. I can't pay copays to see doctors . Some months I can't get my meds or buy food. I just want to get this loan payed off, be able to see my doctors and have enough for food.