With due respect I am chandan mondal from a village near by kolkata. My father is a very honest man and he had a tea stall and my mother she is very religious women who makes happy for beggars. Truthfully I have always seen such kind of kindness activities in my own eyes. Almost every day every morning people are gathered for breakfast, if I describe my mom with one word my is the best in the world. She has a pure heart and I love my mom very well. And could not describe in my lives with two or three lines, I'm not that kind of stupid. My mom always says that we are not that rich that makes you happy all the time. So make something unusual that overcome the future difficulties. But my school life and even my college life I never heard him. She always love to see me a better son, a better person and a better successful man. She takes care of me very well even all mom did the same thing for their children. Basically my mother is a house wife.
I don't know how my mother manage all the situation with the small income. My school fees my tuition fees and later my college fees and lots of other expenses. My mother sacrifice a lot for me for our family and we could never give her a return gift. With my father's small income we never fell comfortable. Sometimes I thought that if I could do something better to save my family but I didn't because I was too lazy to work. I was only think about myself and nothing else. And I could not realize that there was a another world was waiting for me. And I always thought after my graduation I would do something better to solve our critical financial illness but who knows that fate had something else planned for me.
And the story of my journey began from here........... Like a Titanic, the time, the day came when we sold everything in the shop ,house, my cycle and my father's tea stall. And that night like a mad after shifted my parents to rented room I catch a train to anywhere, finally I catch a train to Delhi, I really don't know how to go to Delhi, even I don't know his route, I don't know any contact number and even any address but one thing that I know that money makes my family happy and happy. Only the money can regain our golden period. I want to prove myself that I am not finished yet. If God wants we will be back one day. After spending two days as mad at aligarh junction, I stayed with a Bengali doctor in exchange for work. A few days later I started working as a freighter at a clothing store. I have to make money because my parents are waiting except me there are no one , I am their last hope. The parents have to return home. I went to kolkata twice and saw my parents in past two years. My mother has to say again and again that we could never go back to the village because we not being helped by 130 billions people.
I always told my mother that one day I will solve the problem. And almost 3 years I did the hardest hard work rather than donkey and then when I heard from my mother that we only paid interest for those years, that was really heart breaking news, and I almost breakdown and then when I heard that my parents went to Bombay from kolkata, that was really shocking for me. When I heard that they were going because of afraid of being paid because we didn't have money. I remember thinking of God and thinking about the bank loan it does not matter to me how much interest it will have afterwards its only matter to send my parents home. But I didn't succeed because the bank their requirement was so big and I was not fit for it.
Except my parents I have lost everything shop, house, my cycle, reputation, my future idea but one thing that I have earned and that is how to make a big business, in Delhi I have seen different kinds of mentality people with their different opinion, almost every day I analyzed the customer and their psychology and that's make me the best seller in the market. And that is make me happy today.
About eight months later I have came to see my parents to Bombay. When I saw my dad after long time I almost cry like a little girl , it feel like ,a familiar face inside a thousands crowds which I have long sought to see, its like a, soldier coming home from the long distance. My father was not the healthy like before, he was waiting outside the bandra station. After some time later when I saw my mom was waiting to see me in front of the room. After that I realized my mom might be go somewhere else, I don't know why ?
When I asked my dad, he replied, my mother has become a servant and my father, he is a Gardner. My father is 53 and my mother is 45.they went out their duty.
This old mother has to work for me in people's house, shame on me. I am more than 28 years old and I couldn't keep them very well. I curse the God.
I feel like a thousand thunderbolts are falling over my head. I feel no control on myself. Only the dead can give me a peace. Except that what can I do for them. My 3 years of hardworking, dedication has become fluid. Again and again it seems if I could jump into a sea to die from the bridge. I don't know why the death is calling me today again and again. I could not sleep all night to cry. .............
I remember repeatedly my mother used to say that my son will get a good job after graduation and then I will take a good sari and a pair of gold earrings. I couldn't do anything else today. I can't give them a handful of rice in peace today.
When God made the simple calculations of the figure so complicated, I don't know.
My mom always said that the life is more worthy other than you thought ,be humble, polite, focused all the time, time has been changing all the time .
Last 3 years whatever we have earned, all the money interest is gone,.
Mumbai is a city of rich people we are not suitable here, we are a simple people sir, we want to go back home sir happily. Everyday my mother would cry and say we would never be able to return home. Because she could not do the hard work, as a son I can't bear it sir.
Sir I want to return my family to my village. We want to live sir we want to live sir we want to live sir, we want to live here on earth with the new way. I promise my parents, I will send my parents home safely soon. I know some good people will help us to get back home. I am not a big degree holder to live comfortably nor do I look beautiful .I am just a normal graduated boy .
I have came with the great hope that someone within 130billion people will give me a new life. Teach me to think again. Teach my life to be better in a new way. We are still waiting for the greatest man who will come to my life and make enlighten to us. I remember when I was at aligarh one of my dearest Muslim gentle man told to me that "keep faith on God, pray to God, tell God what you have in mind, your agony and your pain your belief and convince the God how helpless you are in present time then the God will convince the good people to help you son. "I believe that day will come soon. My life that day will be a new sunrise and we will go home happily.
We are truly home less, like a thousands people, we should help the people by our humanity .
I am a man I want to live happily and help me to live beautifully. One day the man will be with us because my family has a full of honest and hard working man. WE CAN NOT DIE HERE IN THIS WAY SLOWLY.
I need help to send my parents home, it really much needed for me rather than any one in this world.
Sir I have applied loan so many time and every time I rejected because they want land paper, gst file but how do I get all. I have nothing but my parents.
Sir I need one chance to survive in this beautiful world, just one chance.
Sir, I am a human being so I don't have right as to wants a little help. Being a human to help human being and this is religion that's what I have been hearing about forever sir. Why would I be deprived of this or that.
Today you are happy with your parents and family, making a holy Roman empire that's because you are honest and hard working and focused man and the other thing which I thought that you have got a chance to prove yourself to prove the world. You have a chance to make a holy Roman empire.
Sir, I want my chance to prove myself to prove the world. I want to start a new business after sending my parents home. I know myself ,I believe my self that I can do, some one says if you die with the empty hand that will be the greatest sin in the world.
Being a man I want to stand like a man. I want a great help of your sir.
Sir I believe you will help me to fulfill my dream. Everything I did for their happiness everything thing, but I didn't succeed.
Last year I was admitted llb, but for the reason of critical financial illness I postponed my law course, one thing I know that parents are more important rather than my LLB. if they happy ,the whole world happy, I happy. Because I love my mom and dad, the greatest asset ever will be in my human life.