Saving a Saudi mom’s child .

hello,

I'm Sarah, a Saudi wife and mom, i'm a huosewife and married to a Saudi man that 17 year older than, we are married for like 5 years, i don't want to talk about my life with him in details because it is like reminding myself how sad my life is, but recently i got in so much troubles with him, from abusing me physically to lock me in the house for 3 months and sometimes 4 months in a row before he released me to go visit my sick elderly mother to abusing me psycologically and threatening me with divorce and taking my 4 year old som away from me for one reason which is my body tattoo and skin discoloration, you can imagine a tattooed Saudi girl's( living in Saudi Arabia) life , i got these tattoos 4 years before i got married , i know there will be people who believe me, but things in Saudi Arabia especially when it comes to women is a whole different story , tattoo consider has a bas stigma in some of the Western modern open-minded societies, imagine how it is in a country in Saudi Arabia, not to mention that i don't live my life normally and i cant dressed freely because i'm scared people will notice these tattoos since they are my arms and legs and they are big ones, he threatened me if i didn't get rid of these tattoos he will divorce me and take my son away, if i didn't have a son with him i will be more than happy to get a divorce, but unfortunately this is not the case here, i'm a Saudi woman who lives in Saudi Arabia, women here are so unfortunate and their chances are so limited in earning their own money by getting jobs they like and i came form a strict and very conservative family, even my family doesn't know about these tattoos and don't be surprised, yes they don't know, i spent the last 9 years wearing jeans and pants and long-sleeved shirts. Tattoo laser removal in Saudi Arabia is so expensive since there there are very limited clinics offer this type of treatment because tattoo is not a thing that you see daily in Saudi Arabia, i will be so grateful and thankful if you can help me even with a dollar, i started the treatment almost 2 years ago and stopped going to session for a year since the beginning of 2016 because i'm totally broke, the tattoos are still there , the treatment takes so long time and it is so painful and expensive, the session costs 2000 SR which is almost 532$ and i still need like 6 sessions , i'm in so much pain physically and emotionally,and mentally and thinking of my son like if my miserable life with him is not enough ! i'm currently in my mom's house and we don't talk and i can ask my mom or any of my family's member for money for two reason 1- Their financial status is not good 2- They don't know about these tattoos and they will ask what i need this big amount of money for .

I swear i'm not here to waste your money or time , i'm doing this for my son only because he can do what threatened me with, we live in society where life is only for males.

If you need more details just ask me for

Thank you .

Sarah