Save our home and my life

I have fucked up royally. I have missed our house loan payments without my husband knowing. Now they are about to foreclose our home. I have had a very horrible year. A bit over a year ago, my father was imprisoned for his "wrong doings" with his company. He could've appealed to it, but he decided to take the fall, beacuse one of his workers was involved, so he wanted to save her from the agony. After the imprisonment, my mother was forced to sell the company which left me unemployed. I have been applying to hundreds of jobs since them, but haven't been able to get a job. Shortly after my father was imprisioned, his health started weaking very rapidly, untill he finally passed away last november. This took a toll on the whole family, especially with my mother, who started drinking heavily after that. To top of it all, about the same time as my father was imprisioned, my teenage daughter was diagnosed with severe depression. I have been trying to hold it in the whole this time and put on a brave face to my family and friends, but don't know how much longer i can take it.

My husband, the most wonderful man in the world, has stood by me and supported me this whole time. If he finds out about this, it will destroy him, and probably our marriage. I'm begging to gety some help to save my life and my family. Any donations will do. Please, please, please. I am a good person that has made poor decisions, please dont let the world punish my family because of that.